acceptance

I read a certain someone's blog just now. And everytime I read her blog, everytime I read about something negative, I get affected, coz somehow I feel that its about me.

It sounds damn silly, but for years and years, all i've been trying to do was to build a relationship with her. But no matter what i do, no matter how hard I try, there never seems to be a breakthrough. I dunnoe is it me, or was it something I had done that caused her to resist me so much....I've tried asking her before, and there was no answer. I have opened myself to her, wrote her letters, tried talking to her, but somehow, nothing seems to work. and i dunno why, I keep fighting to gain her acceptance. I always feel not good enough for her. Always feel judged.

Someone once told me that anyone can be friends with anyone. She made me realise that that's not possible.