Ambition

yesterday my friend asked me what my ambition is.

That got me stumped.

I have absolutely no idea.

When i was younger, there were a whole myriad of people i wanted to be - teacher, tai-tai, commercial designer, journalist, author, singer, pastor ...

yesterday my friends asked me which part of the world do I want to go.

I have absolutely no idea.

A rural town, a bustling city. A place with friends, a place with strangers. To work, to study.

yesterday i asked myself what i wanted to do with my life.

I didn't have an answer.

Am I leaving my life like a dust in the wind? blown about by spur-of-the-moment whims and ideals?

Am I satisfied in building my grand castles in the clouds?

Is it very cliche to just say that all i want to do is to be different, and to make a difference?