returning back to I T E

yday i went back to i t e coz i was involved in some inquiry interview. It was so freaking formal and serious, it felt like i was there for a job interview. I tried to crack some jokes which weren't taken too lightly, so i decided i should stop. haha. Tried to be as honest, yet politically correct as possible. Tried to use the correct vocabularly in describing him, describing the incident and describing our working relationship. eg. He's not egoistic, he just has a mind of his own. haha. as far as possible, i tried to put him in a better light, because i don't think it actually warrants him to lose his job.

Kinda reminds me how impt it is to not lose your footing, because once you slip, it is so hard to redeem yourself. I think it'd be quite sometime before he will be able to rise up here anymore. just one very very silly mistake. funny thing is, I could have made that mistake.

i think i've learnt quite a bit about myself through this incident as well. how i could have prevented it from happening if i had enough courage to confront him with regards to what happened the night before. if i had enough boldness to be firm about the things which were troubling. rather than just submitting to him when it came to discussions and stuff.

anyway, i realised how much i missed i t e. walking through the corridors, sitting in the canteen, i just miss those times where i can just sit and chat with colleagues, or just stop to be greeted by a student, watching the kids just do their things and being silly

after the interview, i met up with my nursing guys and just sat at the stadium watching the sports players doing their thing in the field. just sat and jested with them.

CK asked me what made me leave my job since i love it so much.

beats me.