working hard

all that everyone's doing at base these days, even during classes, is preparation for our outreach due in a few weeks' time. seeing our leaders stressed, makes me kinda stressed to.

i'm very excited about the outreach, and waiting to see what God is going to do.

and yet i'm also a little worried about what is going to happen after i finish my time here at y w a m.

these 5 months have been a very safe time. being with wonderful brothers and sisters in Christ who desire God, who are honest, open and vulnerable, who have stood by me in prayer. I have learnt so many things which I know are just at the tip of the ice-berg. I feel like i need more. More experiences of such.

I have also realised why God brought me out of tsbc, and led me not into tbc either. I'm starting to realise how much a denomination, or institution of the church can limit the way i understand and hear from God.

I've experienced God in a whole new way, and I know there's no turning back.

perhaps one of the thing I need to do when i return frm outreach is to ask God where/which church I should settle in.