time alone

i refused to say anything during small group today. it wasnt that I was trying to be rebellious, or whatever, but I just didn't want to share anything. I didn't feel that what I had to share was anything worth sharing, or anything edifying.

Plus, this week i've been trying to process many things.

I keep hearing the same phrase over and over again. From people who would come up to me during worship to tell me "I sense God saying ....", to people who would pray for me and tell me "God says .... ", to prophetic words given to me .

and that is. "do not fear/reject fear"

over and over again, God sends people to tell me this.

and i dunnoe why.

what do i need to not fear?

anyway, i met up with rene and her friends for dinner this evening to celebrate her bday (i met up with rene and wl yday to celebrate her bday. :P ) it was an enjoyable evening, and i was glad i went.